Thinking about this question has made me think a lot about why I have chosen to be an artist. There are many things why people give up on the dream of being a successful artist. For example, because there is no stability and no regular income. The chance of making it into a household name like Jeff Koons or Damien Hurst are highly unlikely.
Michael Craig-Martin once said, “when you’re 20, there are 50,000 other artists, by the time you’re 30, it’s down to 5,000, by 40, it’s 2,000. If you make it to 70, there are only 12 of you left, and you’re all famous.” As the decades go on many understandably give up and realise it very hard to bring up a family on the small amount of money.
The Guardian wrote an interesting article titled ‘Can you make a living as an artist?’ and is worth a read. https://www.theguardian.com/culture/2012/jul/29/artists-day-job-feature?CMP=Share_iOSApp_Other
For artists that continue their chances improve and after several decades, when most artists have given up, your chances get better and better.
Another way to look it is, rather than seeing success as money is that I am already complete. I can continue what I love to do, to got the studio and be creativity, and I am already able to bring up a family through my full-time job.
Success for an artist could be seen as, how Coach Wooden the highly successful American basketball player and coach sees it; “Peace of mind, attained only through self-satisfaction when knowing you made the effort to do the best your capable of. Your the only one that knows that. You can fool others but not yourself.”
By viewing it this way I can keep a playfulness in my practice. So for me, success does not lay in being rich or famous or in my artwork but my relationship to my artwork and following a hunch in my work.
I think about the present moment, as my relationship is forever changing with my practice and whether I am doing the best work I can with the resources available. I have the urge to direct my life in they way I want and through my art, I realise this is the area I have to most control in my life. Most other relationships in life like, friends, family and occupations are much more of a compromise.
I also believe I am capable of so much more and I have hardly started. By working on what comes naturally, playing off my strengths, using intention, instinct, thought, imagination, observation and curiosity I can make my work a manifestation of me.
I want to use my intuition to reveal meaning and draw attention to something using my skills as an artist. Possibly, making it a lifetime’s work and into what Alex Katz the american painter calls, ‘the big technique’. As I have a yearning to work towards something that is much bigger than myself and add extra meaning and understanding to what it means to be human on this rock.
Maybe one day a little recognition would be nice though!